LIL` BOYY! (:

2006-04-23T00:02:00.000+08:00

I THINK OLE IS SO COOL(:
todays the day we will put them away
we are headed for the top
the top of the lot(:

the disgrace of humanrace
if ure not gna talk t me
you have no rights t judge me
esp with your fckedup judgement.
PUI! rolls eyes-
roll your eyes if you want t.
open your dirty mouth &sprout nonsense if you wish.
cos ive given up on you, a freak.
empty vessels make the most noise
screw you, fckg small fry.

Wyunqian, this is out t you.
i think you should get your facts right
before you say your next sentence.
if ure t carry on like that, it'll get you nowhere.
SERIOUSLY.
ruo yao wu ren zhi, chu fei ji mo wei
dont you understand this?

or is it that the certain level of intellect after almost 17 years has not been puttg into gd use? poor you.

you ought t be flushed down with the waste.

ALRIGHT(:
ure the light when i close my eyes.
ure really beautiful.
things may not be gg right,
but dont worry, it'll be.
we promise t walk thru this whole journey
REMEMBER?
i'd rather die and never wna see you go.

last entry of this blog.
thank you.
much love(:

the end of doughboyy-

2006-04-09T19:13:00.000+08:00

NOT WORTH IT.
nobody said it was anyway.

show me you can be independant.
&i will stop everything.

MIA.
i shall see how.
till then(:

2006-04-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

i dont give a damn abt it anymore.
go away, will you?
ure gettg on my nerves.
rolls eyes-

2006-04-01T23:01:00.000+08:00

010406
todays a great day.
really, not some stupid pranks.
many ups&downs, just too much for me t take.
im glad everything is okay(:

life has been pretty fine for me.
nobodys playg tricks on me.
just alot overdue work, tests.
probably biasness(which is turng me off).

im proud t be who i am.
just respect my decision, i wont be nasty t you.

i dont want you t go aussie.
i dont want you t go thailand.
i dont want you t go genting as well.
why cant you just stay?

survival or death,
you decide for me. )):

im stoning, not knwg what t write.
thousands of colours on my face.

the voice in me says im gna be alright.

2006-03-23T22:48:00.000+08:00

im just too tired t fight alrd.
i want t end all the fights.
i have no time t care about so many things.
i am only entitled t 24hours per day.

i repeat,
WHO I AM HATES WHO I HAVE BEEN.

i dont know anyone anymore.
how do i actually go about knowg everyone all over agn?
ohwels-

the 2yrsago one died after being such a fool.
the current one is totally different, is heartless.
everyone is tired abt being themselves.

GRANT ME A WISH.

even heroes have the right t bleed.
even heroes have the right t dream.
why cant we?

i cant live up t your expectations.
so what if he is alws better than me?
whatever im gna do is alws wrong, isnt it?
he can be your only child, just be proud of him.
im okay abt it. im alrd nonexistent in the house.
im just gna shuddup &let you talk/scream.

you said,'my expectations are easy.'
so are they? maybe they really are.
i dont know anymore.
i dont know whats right &whats wrong.
i dont know what i should do.
i wna run away, im pretty gd at it.
guess i should do what im gd at.
it will work, i hope so.

okay im gna repeat once more,
i want t end all the fights.
its gettg very childish.

im So glad, my brother is comg back.
he will protect me from the monster in the house.
hopefully givg me some cash too.
i hope he looks better now.

i will sweep all the fallen leaves away
&rest on the clean patch.

2006-03-20T19:54:00.000+08:00

raaaaah-
whats really gg on?
you fcker.

2006-03-20T19:28:00.000+08:00

STRAIGHT ISNT USUAL, IT'S JUST COMMON.

YOU
devoid of all love and happiness
&sense of pride robbed away,
accomplishment; failing expectations.
I FEEL SO SORRY FOR YOU.
BUT THATS YOUR LIFE.
i dont know why im typg this.
its just childish.
but you really belong t the dump.
you know whats a dump?
ohwels- poor you.

my blog, my freedom of speech.

2006-03-19T20:31:00.000+08:00

i am ATTACHED.
go away please!

2006-03-12T20:32:00.000+08:00

ive stepped over the line
too many times
and she almost stepped out the door
wont you come back home
ill say I LOVE YOU every day
cause its true
now i hope &i pray
i can turn this mess around
& search for a way
to convince you to stay

im sorry for screaming at you.
im sorry for being unreasonable.
im sorry for not honouring my promises.
im sorry for being a heartbreaker.
im sorry for not giving you a chance t say your piece.
im sorry for not updating you on my life.
im sorry for hurting you.
im sorry for making you cry.
im sorry for not showing you what i have t.
im sorry for not making sense.
im sorry for neglecting your feelings.

im sorry for being so emotionless.
IM SORRY.

i wish i knew how t handle everything.
handle it in a proper way.
i know everything is driving you crazy.
i know you dont knw what t do.
stay within my reach will you?
i dont want you t go thru all these.
i wish i could stop everything.
raaaaaaaaaaah-
need t hear from you soon.
<3

2006-03-11T22:12:00.000+08:00

i just erased everything i have written.

~~too f-up.~~
i dont want t fight with you. i really dont.

2006-03-09T21:08:00.000+08:00

you can only love one before hating one.
TOO BAD. I CANT BE BOTHERED W YOU
ure another mammoth hiding behind your screen.
shruggs- your life, i shant say anything abt it.
but sad t say, what a life.
stop being so sore abt everything.
cos you will still get nothing at the end of the day.

im so angsty.
yawns-

PWEEETY YOU!
=DDDDDDD

2006-03-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

WHO I AM HATES WHO I'VE BEEN.

2006-03-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

wels, alot things happened since the last time i was here.

okay, my bday is over alrd. quite fast eh, march alrd. i dont like. anyhow i dont know who will be reading this. but THANKS t those who rmb my bday &sent a msg t me((: : jae fiona zhiyun kerr vivian shiwen natalie khong calsia malita shireen jeralyn berr marcella mingjie tkb fairuz tasha sam seeteng zhiqing. THANKS for the gifts((: &also t those who wished me in school(im sorry but i forgot who they are). thanks for making me special on the very day though i kept insisting that it didnt feel like my bday. =D!

next issue. HER it's over actually. but i thought its a significant event that is worth t be mentioned. HMM. i do feel a tiny weeny bit guilty lar honestly. but at least we have made things clear t her about what we want also right? yes yes. everything seems okay after that. but still, i dont know what t write in the journal anymore. how? )): nothing t say t her. anyhow i wonder how our teachers day gift t her is gonna be. but then again, we have sucha a wonderful monitress. so i guess it shouldnt be a problem. HA! right dan?

actually these are the 2 siginificant events that happened. AHAHA!

i think sec 3s shouldnt have gone t oac. cos the amount of work the school has given t us is as if we are gg on twoweeks holiday lar. TSK! so difficult somemore. how t set a SS question! tsk. i think ART is quite nice(:

(i dont actually know what t say anymore lar.)

i dont wish t mention anyone in my blog for today. im tired of it. for today only! AHAHA.

i'll be teddybear, i'll be your clown.
i'll be your source of energy.
hold on, you will be fine.
what doesnt break you makes you stronger.
with me, ure EVEN stronger! <3

2006-03-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

reply tags(:
(i just realised there are alot tags for me t reply):
the tags are too long alrd ones.
i will just put ((: )

spoiltbrat
i doubt you will even read this but i think ure pretty unpredictable. chill alright?

weejiayin
AHAHA((: okay ure a GIRL. dont cut your hair ah.

YUANYIN
((:

ash
((:

kerr
silly friend.

sheena
((:

MARCELLA!
its scary how you saw me but i didnt see you. ohwels- dont stalk me, im shy. ((: im not a depressed kidd. im happy now. AHAHA! yes, i'll grow up((: im SIXTEEN!

celesta
i finally did your that pick5words thing! ahaha. dont hate school.

flyer!
((: okay lah, you not betrayer. ((:

graciie
((:

mingjie!
you better meet me soon i tell you. raaaah- im so glad you didnt forget my bday. your WANWAN forgot know. sucks right.

dan
as usual, i dont know what you talking.

arica
((:

eldora!
ure annoying)):

wenn
im good ((:

`rj
no, you cannot dislike with me. cos i like now. i think.

YOUR(MY) CLIENT!
yes, i have no chance t pass you your letter. i wrote alrd. REALLY! pls do my sensory properly. it'll be greatly appreciated. ((:

fairuz
((:

yunqian
((:

nad
ure so not observant.

cher*
ruisha is quite nice what.

shireen! + dan + ash + 'rj + eldora! + weejiayin
thanks((:

x
i'll try t pretend that i dont know who you are! AHAHHA SILLY ONE((:

YES! im done.

2006-02-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

i hear you cry, yet again. it hurts badly. im not good at words, thus not able t get my message across t you. im sorry. your words created an impact on me &i realised i dont actually know myself either. i cant explain what i am doing this particular action for, i forget about the most impotant factor. big things are temporary while small things last forever. i am able t look at things from your perspective only today, how sad is that? im sorry. i need t reflect, i know. i need you t help me become a better person. im fighting with my own demon now, wait for me. after that, everyday will be a sunny day. that i assure you.

so what if people treat you like gold when they need you &throw you aside at the end of the day or treat you as a punching bag for them t vent their anger/sadness? those people are not considered as your friends. i laugh, not because i dont care/dont mind. im not trying t be ohsogreat&noble here, its just because i have been doing lots of thinking the past few days.

wels, have you ever wondered how much your words can hurt people? have you thought of the person's feelings after saying what you said? you have become so selfish that i dont even know you anymore. i believe people around me share the same sentiments too. you have even lost your basic respect, how pathetic is that? we alws keep quiet when you say nasty remarks cos we are too tired t quarrel with you who claims that ure alws right. why cant you just be realistic and settle down? you really think you know alot? bullshit. stop thinking what you do is alws right. its just cos we are too tired t correct you. i cant stand you anymore. stop forcing things t go your way. its too much. what a b-

i cant even tell what is real and what is not anymore. this requires only basic skills and yet, i cant even do it well. are people hiding too much or am i thinking too much? everything is just right at your face, you have t face it in order t get rid of it. we dont have much of a choice, do we?

at the crossroad. one path t choose, a decision t make. but you fear, you dont know where it'll lead you t even though you know its gna be the easier way out. al least ure not taking grassroads.. you know it'll benefit you but something is holding you back. how hard you try, you cant actually seem t put your finger into it. whats worse. you cant do anything about it alrd.

from explode t hide.

i know my sunny day is coming my way.
i will wait.

2006-02-06T19:51:00.000+08:00

sudden fear.
dont ask why
cos i dont know too.

FNN CW A is nonsense.
pulls hair-

verbal boxing.
dont use it.

i dislike QA.
i dislike vitamins &minerals.
i dislike mt lessons.
i dislike school.

goodbye.

2006-01-29T00:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CNY! =D

anyhow i think im really tired of schlife.
this is bad. )):
alot things happened over the week.
both good &bad.
but wels, guess its al over.
im GLAD abt it. =D!

i think the cny concert quite nice eh.
=DDDDD!
maybe cos i know most of the people on stage
i was so proud of yujuan(:
her wushu really damn pro.
AHAHA! ((:

i saw you in my dreams again,
as usual you looked dazzling beautiful.
i was mesmerized. ((:
ure hard t forget.

nothing much t say.
just that i dont really like mt lessons alrd.

i think snoopy is darn adorable lah.
i cant stand it.
dont you think its cute too?
okay i think GARFIELD cuter.

im tired.
GOOD NIGHT!

I WILL BE BACK((:

i will make you feel loved everyday.

2006-01-29T00:09:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

natalie
ure so nonsense! tsk. HAHA((: yes, im not sad. pls dont be sad too. its CNY!

nsq
not funny okay. TSK)): i miss you-

weejiayin
i think ure more or less recognised as the cmi bimbo. i could hear people cheering for you, however referring you as bimbo. was quite funny!

jaime.
nah, its too much for me. hahaa!

flyer!
not interesting at all please. no no no.. ahaha!

spoiltbrat!
im alive &kicking. stop being so angsty.

ash
im still waving at you across the classroom! HAPPY BIRTHDAY WOMAN!

dhilshad
AHAHA! ((: be a good leader at the kitchen.

eldora
i think you are.

MARCELLA!
serious? you MIA is it? i dont see you around anymore. raaaaah- =DD! much love.

done-

2006-01-26T23:01:00.000+08:00

it just hurts so badly.
i dont know what t do.
im sorry..

2006-01-22T19:21:00.000+08:00

alright, another week has passed.
thinks back-
its quite a hectic week.
but wels, i survived((:
nothing much happened.
just that im SICK)):
&everyone complained abt my voice.
okay LOR, i keep quiet. =x

i guess she has too many masks
thus she is sick of school life.
she doesnt know what her real self is.

i hope our real class deco turns out well(:
prays hard-
you hear me danielle?

OH, im not gna be cheerleadg capt!
thats like impossible. tsk.

i really dislike school)):
im not really lookg forward t cny too.
tell me what t do?

i really feel like running away.

i cant seem t express myself properly.
sigh.

i want someone t pamper me.

this entry is crap la!
random thoughts. oh wth.

there is someone out there for me
i know she is waiting so patiently
can you tell me her name?
this life-long search is gonna drive me insane
how does she laugh? how does she cry?
whats the color of her eyes?
does she even realize im here ?
where is she? where is she? where is she?
where is this beautiful girl?
who is she? who is she?
who is gonna complete my world?
where is she? where is she?
where is this beautiful girl?
who is she? Who is she?
who is gonna complete my world?

i want t be someone ure proud of.

2006-01-22T18:56:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

weejiayin
ah lian where got more class?! tsk. okay im waiting yeah. ((: dont take your time.

ELDORAAH!
i dont understand your entry at all)): maybe a lil.

`rj
i have another joke t tell you. ahaha! ((:

sheena
(:

mingjie!
you better meet up with me soon i tell you. tog with SAM! ((: &yes, i dont sound bimbotic please! grr. i dont like t go sch now lah. )): anw maybe like what you said before. even if you want me t update you abt my life now, i dont know where t start. you AP? ahaha! funny! hope t see you soon. hopefully you will get t read this. (ohmy, so long!)

tkb
you continue guessing. i wont say lah. ahaha! ((:

flyer!
ahaha! ((: silly. you should join cheerleading actually.

jaime.
who said? no lah, im not! ahaha. not possible.

TELICIA
i dont have an acc there. i will keep you updated abt my results((:

done(:

2006-01-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

okay, im back((:
bet you people miss my nonsense.
HAHAH! ((:

I AM VERY HAPPY TODAY((:

lessons have been (fillintheblankyourself).
i only like the walks t the toilet with kerr/calsia after each lesson. AHAHA! OH, i love my hmt lesson too.but thats when this particular person doesnt mess with me. rolls eyes-

i know i shouldnt start the crap about this is my blog &if you dont like what i said, you can alws leave. you know, that kinda thing. but seriously, this is my life. alright? i dont want neccessary comments t what i said here. thank you very much. ((:

though life has been so so for me, there are still times that i wish the rain could just wash me away. ohwels- but also, there are times that i felt like im jumping on the white fluffy clouds(even though it has been raining). okay i know what i said didnt make sense, but i know you get the drift((:

dont expect me t smile at you if you dont smile at me alright? stop giving me the ohnoshouldisayhi look and expect me t smile at you, cos i wont. AHAHA! this is not t anyone yeah. just random thoughts. so the girl who is alws moodswinging(though you claimed you dont anymore), this is not t you.

im tired of entertaining you alrd. stop disturbing my ohsosimple life. i have marked a full stop, it means a full stop alright. i hate t receive your msgs filled with nothing but questions. im really tired of it. pls leave. i guess my life is much better without you in it. i know its mean but i want it this way. ure just a passing shadow in my life. sad t say. ohwels-

i feel like im drifting away.
in my mind i can see alot people but i can only rmb seeing you. you look extremely stunning &it melts me. many thoughts.. everything seems so beautiful((: i feel so blessed. in this, i have learnt whats really sweet.
but when i know i have t leave the beautiful world &hit myself back t reality. it feels crap.

OHWELS!-
sheenachiapeijuan.
i have updated alrd. happy?
ahaha!

i hope my bday comes soon)):

i think im falling sick.
i can sense it coming.
it feels so terrible lah!
@$^#&$*%(*

ANYWAY those who know what im referring t, what im talking about, good for you((: this goes t show ure pretty updated about my life. but you dont, dont fret cos i think everyone is like you too. however pls dont jump into conclusions. you know i dont like it. ((:

all my only dreams(:

okay i guess this is a PRETTY LONG entry. hope its able t last for another 2weeks or so. ahaha! okay lah, i will be back soon lah. ((:

MUCH LOVE, kiat-

2006-01-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

goodlooking
tsk! OKAY LAR. stupid goodlooking. hope ure doing fine. get well soon yeah?

afieee
((:

jae!(:
hahah my pleasure((: everybody's hard work in it. do keep it properly((: loveee.

bev!
yep. you too.

ELDORAAH!
you bitchy girl. better tell me soon ah! if not, im really angry. actually i cant rmb alr know. aiyah whatever lah! ahaha ((:

sheena
i have found my long term ggtsch partner. she is none other than MINGEN((: updating already. i will update abt my life okay? ahaha.

dan
see what? be a good monitress((:

yy
relinked! ((:

aisha
doing fine i guess((: hope ure too.

weejiayin
ahaha! turning into a bimbo soon? im waiting okay. ahaha! bet you cannot make it lah.

mr spoiltbrat
yes. will mug hard, you too yeah? hurry share gossips with me. ahaha!

apriee
i saw you when you came back that day! ((:

hong
wahlao ure so.. lame. ahaha! ((:

MARCELLA!
you better take care of yourself. im stronger than you alrd. ((: much love. do msg me occasionally.

kerr
we will survive tog? dont worry alright.

doneee ((:

2005-12-31T19:23:00.000+08:00

im so TIRED, yawns-

this entry is gonna be 'whathappenedtoday'
or 'whatididtoday' entry.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAE! (((:

woke up darn early &off t meet berrwongshufen.
she was LATE! tsk. took photos from her.
off t kerr's house t make the present.
but couldnt finish making.
left for parkway while berr went t pick j.
developed some more pics.
off t ECP. only 4people there.

slowly more people came.
&FINALLY, j came but being blindfolded.
everyone was laughing like mad LAH.
SO TADA! SURPRISE PARTY((:
me kerr sheena rayson sneaked off
continue t make present.
&YES! j was happy((:
(we are so sweet, AHAHA!)
talked/took photos/gossiped.
kerr &i left for town
met up with sheena&rayson.
(they went off when we making present)
walked around &tada, im home((:

I MAY BE GG OUT LATER but stupid berrwongshufen wants me t accompany her online! cos she is too lazy t go out. we shall see.

i need t sleep)):

my 2005 wasnt that bad, but all the blogs i read like their 2005 quite bad eh. ohwels- too bad for them. 2005- i became a MUCH STRONGER person. i have thrown those heartbreakers outta my life? so my 2006 will be a better year! ((: my life, i love. i read my past year entries, and noticed everything was crap. but still, im gonna leave it there. ohwels- i think one of the highlights of the year is probably OLE CHEERLEADING? ahaha! im a very good base ((: i think i am lah!

t my ohSOwonderful friends:
THANKS for being there. ((:
you know who you are.

im lookg forward t sch reopens((:

i have been contemplating if i should let you know lah. but since the year is gonna be over, why not right? i hope everything stays the same alright. you will still be my good friend((: dont tag abt what i said okay. ahaha just keep it between the both of us. our SECRET! <3

2005-12-31T19:13:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

MARCELLA!-
SILLYY! ((: ure sweet too. ahaha! yes im glad that ure back. ((: hope t see you later.

lalala
TSK. you have not seen my hair! HAH! ohwels-

EMPLOYER!
i hope she is.

sheena
you HORNY gAlxXx!

doneee.

2005-12-28T20:37:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

EMPLOYER
yes. i will do my job. but she says it's okay! so how? ahaha!

STG-est
HAH! im so honoured, getting missed by you. no wonder i've been sneezing nonstop. AHAHA! i sincerely hope that ure OKAY &pls get well soon. LOVE YOU-

mr spoiltbrat
later my EMPLOYER unhappy with me eh. how? AHAHA!. do make sure ure alright((:

MARCELLA!-
YAAY! ((: imissyouimissyouimissyou-

beat
yepp everything's kinda fine now i guess. ((: thanks- probably you should lock yourself in your room &start doing your work. i guess that'll work.

kerr
yes better((: hope ure good too.

goodlooking
it WILL be fine. ((: thanks- yes la, goodlooking.

ELDORAAH!
biology will love you soon. give it some time alright? AHAA.

sheena
silly girl.

doneee.

2005-12-27T14:02:00.000+08:00

I MISS MARCELLA YONG)):
where are you?

oh! i saw T yesterday.
=DDDDDDDD
jaee&kerr, you knw who right?

lil'boy((:

2005-12-25T23:34:00.001+08:00

HO HO HO! ((:

i dont have t elaborate more
BUT I REALLY HAD FUN YEST((:
peaceful &nice, i like.
=DDDDD

i think my mum'd never realise
how painful it is whenever she slaps.
~~WTF.~~

OH, i need a haircut)):

im loving BIOLOGY((:
like alws. =D

time check: 2354
MERRY XMAS!
=DDDDD

im lookg forward t a BRAND NEW DAY(:

2005-12-25T23:34:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

throwface
i didnt get what you said)):

goodlooking
ure darn ego LAH. no presents for you! ahaha.

kerr
you take care of yourself first. ure the youngest! ahaha((: thanks anw. =D

nsq
really? so your kitty is fat &orange in colour? yes i love you too.! ahaha, i dont see the everybody MUMMY. ha!

tkb
merry xmas too! ((:

sheena
MERRY XMAS STG-est! ((: what a confession, im so SHY. cant wait t see you((: ahaha. I LOVE YOU too! blushes &runs away- AHAHA! &i dont want t be mehmeh)):

donee.

2005-12-23T18:57:00.000+08:00

i feel so relieved now.
i'd like t THANK (whoever/whatever)
for giving me 2 nice &understandg friends.
JAEE & KERR.
i have made sucha sin.
but you told me it was okay.
you'd nvr know how =D i was.

&also, bernicewongshufen.
glad tht you told me about it.
(((: thank you-

I WILL BE GOOD.

2005-12-23T17:07:00.000+08:00

it feels DARN shit.
SULKS-

2005-12-23T15:31:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

MARCELLA!-
guess ure away. be back soon):

yy
((:

-
dont be disappointed. just let things be. i saw you tday, believe in fate? ahaha! &i didnt actually study hard. ohwels- it's overr.

mr.spoilbrat
ahaha! i dont really care anymore. it doesnt concern me. ahaha! ((:

beat
im pretty alright now. ((: bet you havent done your work. ahaha, take gd care of yourself.

doneeee.

2005-12-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

the present for someone special
is still not done yet.
waiting for final touchup!
will really make time for it alright?
IM SORRY!
))))))):

the feeling of being maligned sucks LAR.
but ohwels- it's over.
nevermind.

im off!

2005-12-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

regarding my previous entry.
maybe theres no regrets in the process?
lets not assume alright?
IM GOOD ON MY OWN
and i know it, it's gd enough.
=DDDDDDDDDD

what a tiring day.
yawns-

i know i should let you know soon.

2005-12-20T20:26:00.000+08:00

Honey's working hard now!
cheer on for her man!
had this Chinese Conversation w her,
it was so cool lahhh!

anyway, she's going on super fine.
uh maybe some redundant people appearing in her life lah.
okay thats mean but who cares, it's really redundant.

I take it that she's regretting &she's yearning for your attention.
you gave her the attention, but not the kind she wanted.
OH TOO BAD lah.
this is getting bad but seriously, have she thought how she treated Kiat?
rollseyes- Kiat's enjoying her life now, dont ever try disturbing ah!
okay shant ruin this 'nice' blog of hers by writing too much unnecessary stuff. (:
take care World!
& OH, 'm not an Indo. xD

2005-12-19T18:55:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

dan
(((: & no, she isnt that marcella who didnt reach our class.

MARCELLA!-
i'll contact you once im done with my #&^$*)(&^)*(^ tests. ((: i'll make time for you alright.

beat
hey. where have you disappeared to?

mr.spoiltbrat
AHAHA! of course im happy(((: she is coming alr, wels hopefully.

bev
HAVE BEEN OH SO HAPPY. thank you.

sheena
why you happy? & ure in shanghai. shit you man.

--
((((: nice song, i like.

danan
TSKTSK!

`rj
i dont knw how t reply your tags): eh, i have sth t tell you.

-
FEELING HIGH? cos you were talking t me what. ahahaha! <3

jae
hopefully i'll see you tmr. & yes. she is back. SMILEE.

jaz
lets leave it t fate. i miss talking t you. raaah-

goodlooking
RIGHTTT. ahahah, see you soon. ((:

DONE! ((:

2005-12-19T18:08:00.000+08:00

I HAVE THE ATTRIBUTES T BE PROUD OF.
i feel sad for you if you dont.
poor thingg.
ure SO shallow.
hurrr..

where is MYsomeonespecial~?
=DDDDD

yawns-
im OUT.

2005-12-17T23:10:00.000+08:00

dont act as if the whole world is guilty of making you sad.
NObody is.

2005-12-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

time check: 0020am

've been home alone these days
&it feels really good.
'm also finishing my work
&it feels good too.
but i swear amaths is SHIT.
pulls hair-

sheenaCHIA has alr left for shanghai,
darn irritating AH!
she cannot spend xmas w me
like how she did the past 2years.
(re you reading this, malita?)

im not prepared t walk all the way up t the fourth level everyday when sch reopens. third level was bad enough. wels, WHAT T DO?

OH, 'll reply t tags soon yeah?

JAEEEE!
where have you disappeared t?
))):

~~fuck~~
GAME OVER.
so this is how much i mean t you.
ohwels-

im running away.
IM FRIGGIN' GOOD ON MY OWN.

timecheck:0035am

2005-12-16T13:59:00.000+08:00

i dont need this kind of treatment from you.
seriously lah okay.
rolls eyes-

so be it.

2005-12-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

the sec3s class lists are actually out.
discussing with mr spoiltbrat now.
found out alot stuff. LAUGHS-
we are waiting for shows t watch. HA!
ohwels-

2005-12-15T19:03:00.000+08:00

PULLS HAIR-
i feel like breaking my head t stop the pain.
&my throat hurts like crazy.
@#@%^;()&^#^#$^;#&$()&+@%^#@$%#&*
RAAAAAAHHHH-
))))):

though i didnt do exactly alot stuff,
i had fun the past few days.
now i know much more &it feels GOOD.

i cant think properly now.

ure so far away, i dont like it.

can you tell me what t do?

you were supposed t know.

2005-12-10T15:14:00.000+08:00

i just dont love you no more.
nice song((:

#$@!$%@(^($*(%^)(&^)^

the song is alws on repeat mode.
i have so much t tell you.
I MISS YOU HUN <3

2005-12-10T13:32:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

el
im VERY happy too. i feel blessed((: see you soon.

tralala
((: yes. im happy. you must be too!

rj`
that's cos you tagged alot what. TSK! oh, im happy with my WHITE phone. ((: dont think im changing it anymore, will spend my $$ on sth esle((:

goodlooking
sad for what? i dont know what t say t you lar. OH, ure welcome.

someone
yes. all removed! ((:

MARCELLA
I LOVE YOU!.

beat
i have it too! &it's not spoilt yet. AHAA!

mr spoiltbrat
your entries have alot inner meanings pls. (:

celesta
yeah, it was short): OH, okay. i will be nice t you next year. ((:

FAIRUZ
i just dont feel like having those smileys there anymore. ure my COOL friend(:

lAiNe.
maybe i'll see you soon. who knows! ahaha. ((: take caree.

jaz
tag longer next time &i'll give you a long reply. ahaha!

dan
nah. will relink! ((: take care MY MAN!

shir!
im not rice bucket lah. yepp, the photos! ahaha.

BEEEGKIDD
that was a silly tag. ahaha! silly one. ure busy with your life, arent you?

-jaime
apparently you saw me but i didnt see you. ahaha! ohwels. sheesh okay.

donee.

2005-12-06T23:57:00.000+08:00

I WILL MISS
MY SOMEONE SPECIAL((:
better be honoured. <3

you were the last good thing
abt this part of town~.

2005-12-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

WHERE IS YOUR BOY?
AHAHA((:

2005-12-03T13:51:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
feeling ohsoHAPPY now(:
=DDDDDDD

i had a GREAT day yesterday.
with a very impt person in my life.
she could easily pass off as my gf i think.
just yesterday, i mean.
AHAHAHA! ((:
though everything we did was totalcrap,
i had FUN((: ahahaha!
caught chickenlittle.
OH, i think she is ohsoPRETTY&HOT.
=DDDDDD
i will NOT say who she is. ((:
those who know, sheesh too alright?
AHAHAHAH! ((:

was busy the whole week.
rachel judith, you heard that?
i was BUSY, i didnt disappear!
((:

anw im just here t tell all of you i have a great day yesterday and that im happy. so KERR&JAE, i can be the happier one now! ((: we need t meet up soon, i want t share my happiness with you two lar!

i am halfway through doing this xmas present. still need t touch up a little? the present is for someone special. (kay lar, the person should know im talking abt her alr. well, hopefully) im really thankful t have you in my life. touched not? AHAHAHA! ((: you, small boy misses!

HAPPY GARFIELD!

2005-12-03T13:25:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

jaz
i have small eyes, i know. but they are there. just that you cant see them. raaaaaaah-

nsq
i dont think it'll take THAT long, no worries. ahahah ((:

ren
yepyep! theyre alright(: okayCAN but where do i send it to? thinks-

goodlooking
RIGHTTT.. ure gonna be out of town on your bday anyway. AHAA.

`rj
im NOT lonely LAR. im more than happy now pleasee.. ahahah! =D hurry msg me, i'll tell you. &ure DAMN ass. i want that phone too! nvm, i shall search for a better phone for myself. ((: OH, i didnt disappear! im just enjoying my life somewhere esle.

dots
okay. i think i know who ure. dont be silly, you didnt make me sad at all. my life is so much happier now, cos i know i have YOU((:

elaine
BOOO!! i dont see you around now. yesyes HELLO! ((:

sheena
you FAN TONG! ahaha! i will win you okay. &stop stalking me ah! you STALKER!

celesta
you will still be very mean t me ah! i can predict.

mr.spoilbrat
((: i dont understand your blog anymore lah! tsk.

kerr
dont working and go out soon pls? you rich gAlxXx.. im gonna make you spend your $$ on me i tell you. ahahaha ((: im HAPPY too. =D

beat
yes, i dont see the track anywhere now. pokemon? i bet you have the cards. do you? ahaa.

doneee((:

2005-11-26T15:32:00.000+08:00

disgusting piece of shit
ur so NOT hot pls.
dont make me laugh eh.
you, joke of the century.
rolls eyes-

i wont forget the things that you did t me.
im gonna make you pay back.

2005-11-26T13:10:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

mr.spoiltbrat
more like you have forgotten about me please. ): &pls dont stare at the tags like that. ahahaa!

celesta
ure darn mean t me. i cannot stand it. TSK!

el!
three of us are pretty okay! just that im less pretty than them. ahahah ((:

JAE!!
ahahaha. SILLY eh you. misskerr so busy lah): ahaa. so kerr is your pretty girl now. ((:

beat
yes, NICE picture. thank you((: anw i need t fix my tamiya too. ahaha.

CUTEgirl
i dont know how t reply your tags! ohno): like yaay ure charging your phone? no what right. ahaha ((: LOVELOVE!-

goodlooking
you darn thickskinned, i cannot stand it. be more modest abit?

fairuz
EH! how is your black hair coming along? spray black on your hair lah.

jaz
no more garfield. only 3 nice people. ahaha ((:

`rj
smiles- =D

nsq
relinked! hey i miss the days when i talked t you everyday):

crazy
you are? ah hems referring t?

grace
stupid eh you. ahaha yes HELLO!

done.

2005-11-26T12:56:00.000+08:00

i still have my monkey with me
when i sleep.
my monkey knows how i am feeling.

2005-11-23T19:36:00.000+08:00

URE DARN PRETTY UNTIL I WANT T DIE PLS!
IM MELTING! I CANT STAND IT.
RAAAAAAAAH! =DDDD
ONLY J KNOWS HOW HAPPY I AM.
AHAHAHAH! HAPPY UNTIL TIRED ALR LAR!
OH MAN. I CANT BELIEVE IT.
FREEZE ME BACK ((:

BACK t normal.
i saw myPRETTYgirl tday.
she made me day basically.

myCUTEgirl's phone no batt.
cannot talk t me LAR!
whines!-
hurryhurryhurry.

too bad.
IM TAKING MY REVENGE.
=DDDDDD

2005-11-22T18:12:00.000+08:00

dont bother asking who the CUTEgirl is. nods-

reply tags.

`rj
i'll tell you more when ure sad again. you better not be sad alright? hugg-OF COURSE im a very sweet person. thank you((: im not flirting. blinkblink-

MARCELLA!-
im BACK! ((: meet up soon. im alright. dont worry about me silly.

dan
ure GIFTED &BRAVE! myMAN! ((:

jae(:
are you still happy j?

val
(((:

beat
hello! ((: no more garfield alr. ): nvm. you get t see my face. ahaha (:

ash
bet you missed me.

kerr
the 6days over! guess you enjoyed yourself. dont think too much honey!

BEEGKIDD
wo hui lai le. i have t pass you what i have bought for you. better meet up soon! ((:

natalie
hello! (:

ake
eh you j right? why type until like that?

myCUTEgirl
yes. so now you realised im nice. thanks((: not too late yet. ahaha((:

celesta
hurry say you miss me too!

sheena
eh must pay copyright $$. hahah no need lah. ((:

done((:

2005-11-22T17:51:00.000+08:00

i wanted to post some pics here.
but sorry im too lazy ((:
so there you go.

PICTURES(:

PERTHtrip

2005-11-22T12:50:00.000+08:00

I MISS PERTH)):

i miss sitting in the coach for long hours.
i miss singing with 3H in the coach t kill time.
i miss lying on eldora cos it's very comfortable.
i miss fighting with kerr&jae for toilet everymorning.
i miss having t think of what t wear the next day.
i miss laughing at the sec2s.
i miss running t the next room t gossip.
i miss seeing my LOVELIES everyday.
i miss shoo-ing the flies away from my face.
i miss hitting mschng's head(:
i miss having hair extension clipped on my head.
&the only time when they tried t put lipgloss on me.
and so the list goes on &on..

OH! i regretted not talking t myCUTEgirl.
cos she said that i have scared her off.
HA, ohwels-

still got what huh?
went t alot places, had fun there((:
i miss jae/kerr/eldora/myCUTEgirl/
sheena/mrswoo/mschng/celes
&alotalotalot((:

OH im losing weight i SWEAR! ((:
YAAY! ((:

photos coming soon.

2005-11-21T16:17:00.000+08:00

i know im supposed t update.
not now yeah?
dont worry. im alive &kicking.
i'll update as soon as im done with the pictures(:

oh she is not my gf.
so dont msg me &ask me about it.
im SINGLE &upforgrabs((:

2005-11-19T02:03:00.000+08:00

"I miss you like the sky misses the birds
I miss you like a song without the words
And everyday away from you it hurts
Cos I'm missing you like crazy
I miss you like the sun misses the day
I need you like the desert that needs the rain
& baby it's driving me insane
Cos I'm missing you like crazy"

everyone wants you to kuai kuai hui lai!
& Kiat wants all of you to Take Care!

goodbye World.

Signing Off,
Your Loveliest Gf. (:

2005-11-15T22:11:00.000+08:00

Honey went Perth w/o me! ):
hahah! silly enough, she's now with her School Peeps at Perth for some Humanity Stuff.
gonna be back by 20th this month. how much you guys will miss her right.
anyway! you guys can still msg her as & when you like.
cos she's still able to recieve msgs, just that she cant reply?
hahah. & her pw is simply too adorable! hahah.
you will laugh when you get to know her pw.

what she did Yesterday:
went for remedial in the morning.
met up with her mama supposedly to get her Perth stuff,
but HAHA! her mama got her own stuff instead!
she even said that her mama shopped like there's no tmr? haha!
just when she reached home, she met up with me & caused a dispute between the mama & daughter. (SORRY AH!)
ok then she went home HAPPILY.
& my friend commented that she runs like an Idiot.
LAUGH AT HER EVERYONE! xD
to think that she even tried to be friendly with my friend!
she slept at 12+ & BOO, she's enjoying herself in Perth now. ((:

she dint say much before leaving.
but guess she will miss you guys!
cos you guys took the effort to at least read her blog!
bet yall re too curious to know whats going on in her life!
so 'll say that she's getting on in life!
she's a stronger person now & she looks at life OH-SO-WONDERFULLY!
she's happy & no one is to make her unhappy anymore!
I shall ~!@#$%^&*()_+ you if you do!
hahah. oh well. she's gonna be back soon.
yeah right, SOON.

"Wine goes well with French Food,
as much as You, going well with Me."

Signing Off,
Your Loveliest Gf ((:

2005-11-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

im a much stronger person(:

i have learnt alot things during the 39hours(: i like it alot. ahaha! though i rolled my eyes very often at some ppl. eh not my fault seh. they really..UGH. some people re THAT desperate t the extent of doing really disgusting things that re really not acceptable. it is just.. well too much. anyhow i shant go on further about what i have learnt etc. so basically i had fun with j kerr zi fiona baoyue grace chinghong val sandhya fairuz shiwen.

im taking my revenge now.

im darn disgusted by you.
birds of the same feathers flock tog.
BEST example. ha.
but nvm im taking my revenge anw.
rolls eyes-
im gonna tear you apart slowly.

oh! i salute my man.
DAN THE MAN(:
ure darn brave.

IM GIFTED! soareyou.

POO-AH! i love my life now.
'm lovin'it(:

OH! i have a goal in mind now.
more than one actually.
im gonna make it okay!
heh heh heh.
dont come telling me i sure cannot one okay.
you people re t believe in me(:
ohYEAH~ ahaha.

dont you ever try t bring me down again.
im good on my own.

i dont like you.
stay away from me.

2005-11-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

sinns
be nice t me &you will have a smiley too. hahaa!

MARCELLA!-
prawn crackers and chips, they are different. chips nicer! HOT &SPICY. grins- and hey. IM STRONGER now((: you just dont want t confess ah, SULKS!- hahah kidding.

rj`
yes. rmb my words, they will help you(: still have alot t tell you. talk t me soon okay? hugg-

mr spoilbrat.
((:

dan
YES! DAN THE MAN. macho seh(:

danielle
ure finally back. will relink you. I MISS YOU!

beat
the garfield darn cute right? smiles- ahaa. we are both GIFTED. ahaha(:

jaz
yes i saw you too(: dont miss me too much okay? later i keep sneezing.

nsq
i dont care. im your doc now(: hahah.

done.

2005-11-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

what would you do if someone force you to write an entry for her?
TSK.
that is what EXACTLY goh eng kiat asked me to do!
TSK.
shouldnt she be paying me to do it?
TSK.

but me being a nice girl will obviously be sweet enough to write an entry for her! ((:
[everybody go YAYY!]
isnt my entry more FUN to read than kiat's?

what?
NO?
okay then........
shuttup and listen!

(here is the part that i got paid for)
kiat is single and available.
she costs $1 per kg! (i bought her for 50cents okay!)
she is very nice to whine to.
(because she listens. if she doesnt means she doesnt like you. hahh. but knowing kiat, she will listen. she is always with the latest gossip!)
she is cute and adorable.
(wait, isnt it the same?)
she can say the sweetest things and the most cliche ones too.
(but knowing kiat she is just trying to be sweet. which she can be at times(: )
she will never fail to keep you company((:
kiat is up for grabs!!!
grab her now or forever gone.

(i am typing in kiat's fav colour)
yes i know kiat very well.
no i dont know what i am talking about(:

LION!
you dont have to work to find $$
you have a choice of not supporting lil'girl.
actually you dont have too.

LION!
have fun reading this okay?
pssttt! i get my money from you later!

T A T A !

2005-11-06T20:52:00.000+08:00

im now a LION.
im still in the cat family(:
okay random.

i wanted t blog about my past week.
but im too lazy t think(whats new)
so im gonna give it a miss(:

ru guo shi qu ni
wo jiu huo bu xia qu
(i cant go on if i lose you)
sorry. direct translation :/
i love myANATA! (the song btw)

THINK i'll be working after 20nov
i need $$$
nobody wants t support me & whats more
i have t support lilgirl
no choice): raaaaaah-

im gonna be a MUCH happier person.

eHxXx.. i ReAlli DuNcH kNoeX wAt 2 sAex.
oh man i cant imagine how anyone can type like that continuously.

okay i want t eat mussels
i want t eat skittles too
i dont mind peanuts?
I WANT MY CALBEE HOT &SPICY((((((:

2005-11-06T19:41:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

dhilshad
hahah are you still in charge of the kitchen? oh ltc coming right? dont scream at them until no voice okay. drink alot alot water(:

mr. spoilbrat
no lar. not sad not sad(: more than happy pls.

MARCELLA!-
you must sleep earlier than me! cos ure younger. understand? hahah. im done with my chinese o's. but where are you? SULKS!- dont make me miss you so much can. raaaaaah-

beat
(: yeah im alright. are you?

your(MY!) beloved beegkidd
((: thanks. grins- maybe we can find ANOTHER labixiaoxin? hahah okay. you better study hard for your o's. hang in there((:

bev
yeah im a much happier person.

jaz
((: silly daddy! hahah. meet up soon alright?

`rj
yes im taking care of my heart. taking good care of it. built alot walls around it alr(: ahaha. i AM selfish. nods!- hey you take care of yourself too okay? dont alws so sad/angry. not good. ((:

HUlilin
im not popular at all pls. i still need you, my friend(: yes im jumping up and down for you too! anyhow i cant access t your blog):

me! me! me!
okay i doubt ure gonna read this reply soon lar huh. yes i have alot stuff t tell you. pls find time for me okay(: really want t watch another time with me ah? hahah okay then. if by then nobody wants t watch with me yeah? nods-

jae!!
okay LAR. i know ure fine((: take care of yourself MY DEAR FRIEND.

nsq
you were supposed t be my patient but you became my nurse. ahaa! ((:

el
okay LOR. you very nice. (: ahaha.

PEAR!
maybe 2 weeks later? hahah be happy okay? hugs-

heartbreaker
yeah updating!

done.

2005-11-02T19:25:00.000+08:00

wo kan shu kan dao ni le
kai shi huai yi wo zen me le

wo zhi shi tu ren lei le

yuan lai wo bu ai le

((: thanks for everything.
im much happier now.

2005-10-31T21:28:00.000+08:00

we are all tired of everything. the three of us. why is it so? one has t be the happier one isnt it? now that exams are over. i have alot of time t think. how i wish friday &saturday didnt pass so quickly. the only time when all i felt was happy. no words can describe it. angel woke up early in the morning just t prepare breakfast for me. bigkidd tried all means just t make me smile though she was supposed t prepare for her o's. j is alws there t hear my complains &whinings though she is tired of them. as much as kerr is sick of my foreverthesame stories, she still listens t them. and many others too. (im sorry i really cannot think now. currently only these four) my hands are trembling like mad lah &i dont even know whats wrong. okay seriously dont bother reading this entry all ramblings. what the fuck am i supposed t do now? i really dont have any energy alr pls. this feels really painful &hurting. i want t shut myself from the world. i dont wanna meet anyone. i love my family alot alot alot. i cant wait t get out of sgp pls. growls- i just need t seek comfort in someone why cant i? i have feelings too dammit. i know im selfish and whatnots. i dont wanna be anybody's.

whoever wants t read just tell me. enjoy-
angel bigkidd j talk t me soon.

2005-10-31T21:23:00.000+08:00

eyecandies no more.
hear my explanations, will you?
sighs-

runs away-

2005-10-30T01:04:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

HUlilin
hello hello! you have been a great friend? thanks for the prayer(:

fairuz
raaaaaah- you really want t know? ahaaa. ohwells!

JANINE
hahah yesyes. i'll see you next year, next door. (:

`rj
sillygirl. it was just a lil note(: ohwells, nah. it doesnt hurt at all. im strong. (: you take care of yourself okay? dont be unhappy.

mr.spoiltbrat
okay. im OKAY!(: been happy. alive &kicking!

beat
hello wjy. enjoy your hols. (:

MARCELLA!-
raaaaaaah- you better start t sleep early AH!

done.

2005-10-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

MIA, i feel like. but nvm(:
life has been fine.
still in comfort zone i guess((:
im a happy person.

i need t keep things t myself
so i wont even talk abt it
isnt it good?

hols quite busy?
HOPEFULLY not very.
im excited for november pls.
i have t get over tmr
which is gonna be a fun day too
HA ohsowonderful!(: i like!

nastygirl coming my way?
ahaa, we shall see(:

wo kan dao ni wo tou nao yi pian kong bai
wo you qian bai ge bu yuan yi
dan wo hai shi hui li ni yuan yuan de
yin wei wo bu xiang zhi zuo ni de peng you
bu guo mei you guan xi
wo xian zai fei chang kai xin
wo hui li kai bu hui rang ni nan zuo
zai jian
wo zhi dao ni hui bi wo kuai le de(:

this is an example of random entry.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

pweeetty GIRL (:

2005-10-26T23:00:00.000+08:00

reply tags

jaz
linked! & yes i know you dont have board. HA!

ash
helllooo! i dont tell you. aHAa-

bev
dont thank me. i didnt do much(:

`rj
actually im quite okay with watchdog cos i really dont know what other names? hahah (: i love my monkey ALOT. really. my eyecandy? she is adorable(: melts- hahah(: and dont worry, im okay i guess. (: smiling.(:

MARCELLA!-
silly girl.

malita
yeah OUR oac, leader shuhwee-

kerr
yes lah, not shorttongued. i am! SULKS!- dont call me that! covers ears-

JJ
(: hellooo.

el
smiling((:

wenn`
yes am happyy xD!

mel
you dont hear it everyday. i bet youd miss it knoww. WHINES!-

mr.spoiltbrat
yes updating((: my silly girl. i shy eh, HIDES-

done!

2005-10-16T19:18:00.000+08:00

i dont have that kinda energy t please you anymore.

i have managed t take a look at the yearbook05
it doesnt look that good
lots of OAC shots
all the unglam pictures
(people w badhairdays etc)
ahaa! most imptly..
OLE VICTORY PHOTO!
grins!-

had fun with mel yesterday(:
she had t listen t my nonsense the whole time. HA!
eh mel, you dont get t hear it everyday ah.
dont complain that im noisy.
raaaaaah- (:

okay im off!
need t attend t my chinese papers
growls!-
laterr.

2005-10-16T18:33:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

evisan
ITS OVER(: ahaha, you study hard for o's!

shireen
okay LAR. you did not pon sch. ahaa!

PEAR!
we can play now! starting from TMR(:

MARCELLA!-
YES. growing process. yadda yaddaa.. AHAHA! (:

val
hello! (:

rev
will link you. no worries.

wenn`
ahaha well it's over! arent you glad? &yes 've already cut my hair. (: rubs the back of head- i dont know if im tanner know. my skin colour looks.. the same!):

el
it's back standing up again. (:

nada
yes will relink. dont sad(:

malita
i dont know if i gave you the right jacket cos i found another similar one in my cupboard, since when i have TWO similar jackets? ahaha!

bigkidd]]
you better! cos i'll miss you too):

jaz
DADDY! laughs!- thanks for always listening t my ramblings. (:

dhilshad
points!- updating! ahahah.

berr
no? not on purpose!

maria
YES it's me! the one&only. (: we are okay i guess. come back soon!

done.

2005-09-30T19:36:00.000+08:00

why is blogger so screwed?
nvm i can still type an entry properly.

study study study(:
another 5days.
raaaaah-

1R1J1T2M2S
sheesh.
grins t self!-

im not supposed t be here.
RUNS AWAY!-

2005-09-30T19:22:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

mel
why you tag as mel? so weird eh. &stop being so lazy! stares-

wenn`
aHaa! you are darn funny. raaaaaaah. looks at wenn's face- no lar, no wrinkles WHAT! (:

fairuz
i dont talk t him. &im SO happy now that pe lessons have stopped? i dont have t see him. (:

PEAR!
study hard! (:

tasha!*
eh you dont have t let the whole world know right. &there wasnt any dessert after that, just RIBENA drink(: i bet you eat alot too okay.

MARCELLA!-
thanks for going through all these shit with me yeah? hugs-

berr
you two really look the same. nods fervently- okay you are not a pig nor my best friend.

enx
maybe we will see each other soon!

new found friend
huh who did you hear from? so scary. oh my! i merely told whoever-you-hear-from my dream, i didnt mean anything okay. (: takecare friend.

jaz
acknowledge me soon):

shireen!
annoying shireen HA HA HA HA HA wen yuan. how could you dump me! frowns- your bday know, still didnt want t attend school. TSK!

done.

2005-09-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

you will never know who/what im referring to in my posts.
okay maybe only mel does
(well she took quite some time)
so quit guessing-

&if you are gonna judge me like that
or how i present myself.
im gonna point &laugh at you.
guess my friends would too.

IGNORANCE IS BLISS.

2005-09-21T23:44:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

silly.
you have t tell me what you are unhappy about before i know what t do next. (:

wenn`
okay freaky things happening? do i know? dont think so right. thanks &yes, i know you are always there(: i think you are darn sweet t pick everything up after me. ahaa!(: how's everything coming along? falling into places or into pieces? anyhw thanks once again. love-

fairuz
please be honoured. (:

MARCELLA!
sillyYOU. i didnt make you worry at all pls.

dhilshad
tomcruisefan! ahaaa. pls take the sun away, it's darn hot. ):

evisan
ahaa. yes have been studying. (: good kidd.

bev
hey. erm thankyou. im quite alright now. yepp(: greatly appreciated. kiat loves YOU too. (:

malita
0.0 thanks. you too. (:

monstrous dragon`
i really darn long neh talk t you pls. your prelims ends tmr, better come &talk t me! whines!-

beat
hey erm thanks. you tcc too.

PEARS!
what thing nonsense? blur-

nsq
i miss you LAR! ):

anonymous not appreciated. thankyou-

sebastian ong
if you think it's a helpful comment, so be it. but firstly i dont think i know you or you know me really well cos you dont know whats really going on &stuff? secondly since i dont think i know you, i dont have t say anything or answer your question, make sense? lastly if you think im sucha coward/loser t delete your tag, think again. cos i just want t see a nicer looking tagboard yeah? so dont make this kinda comments anymore. it's not gonna be appreciated. thank you for your understanding-

DIANA
ahaa! maybe someday you will know. (:

nana-
(:

done.

2005-09-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

sucks LAR!

pulls hair!-
throws books!-
runs away!-

2005-09-15T18:13:00.000+08:00

a sharp blow made with the open hand/a flat object

if you fucking think those slaps still work on me, pls think again. how many times have you used it? the pain on my skin, can you feel it? why do you always have t resort t this. you are forever complaining that im shorttempered or i hardly try t talk t you nicely. telling almost ALL my teachers about it. tell me when are YOU shutting that TRAP of yours. i didnt do anything wrong. i can fucking swear. why am i always your victim when you start using violence. you failed t give me a happy family, or did i have the wrong definition of it? i refuse t go home, you scold me. why dont you ask yourself what you have t get me home? NOTHING, dammit. im ashamed t talk about my family, do you know that. i do what you said, accordingly. you are never gonna be satisfied.
i am only proud of my brother.
you can just shut up and sit at the corner of the room.
~~phobia of going home~~
you are the cause.

2005-09-10T23:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY!(:
WIDEgrins!-

will talk abt it soon.
i hope! (:

2005-09-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

you said it best when you say nothing at all
so shut up please. (:
COVERS EARS!-

random
goodnight world(:

2005-09-09T20:42:00.000+08:00

wo xi wang you yi tian ni hui hui tou kan kan wo
kan wo ju sang de mu yang wo xin li de shang
zai xiang yi xiang ni gai zuo chu shen me xuan zhe
wo hui zhun zhong ta wo bu hui shen qi
wo hui shi zhe jie shou ta bu hui pai chi ta
wo bu xiang shi qu ni
dan wo zhi dao zhe shi ge wan mei de jie shu
huo qu shi ni tai zhong yao le ba
~~wo wu fa wang ji ni~~
shuo wo sha shuo wo ben
dan wo zhen de bu zhi gai zen me ban
wo zhi zhi dao
wo huo xu zai ye bu ren shi ni le.
zai jian

2005-09-08T13:46:00.000+08:00

monogamy leaves alot t be desired.

you-
dont think too highly of yourself.
cos you may end up believing your own lies.
LAUGHS! &rollseyes-

2005-09-08T12:57:00.000+08:00

reply tags-

wenn`
ahaa! dont have t thank me. (: ruffleshair- dont be affected by what people say. (:

BEEGkidd]]
(: i almost believed that you'd stay underground for good pls. alright! study hard(:

fairuz
you ought t be touched pls. (: okay you better study hard. be a good girl.

monstrous dragon`
eh YOU! dont preach anymore. i'll study okay. I LOVE BIOLOGY! (: mrschiaw/mrswong will be darn proud of me pls. study with me soon!

done.

2005-09-08T12:56:00.000+08:00

i am your prisoner in the night.

2005-09-07T13:19:00.000+08:00

this entry is dedicated t
FAIRUZ (:

well since she dedicated one part of her entry t me.
aHAa! (:

she is like the star which brightens up my dark sky.
she was supposed t be my ~~brother~~
but she went for a sexchange. shruggs!-
we talked the whole night
even though there were still lessons the next day.

thank you for being there. (:
and pls, get over your obsession soon yeah.
take care friend(: <3

2005-09-06T19:31:00.000+08:00

reply tags-

PEAR!
silly.

MARCELLA!-
thank you for being there. like always. thank you for the chocs&hug, yes 'm easy t please. dont frown aight? (:

el
(:

manel
error! hah, i didnt realise. oops. anyhow study hard(:

wenn`
you have t chill. dont get agitated so easily pls.

monstrous dragon`
dont bother abt the wrong step anymore you sillyNERD. &yes, dont preach. thank you.

*pan*
hah, i thought peterpan decided t drop by. hey there!

nana-
all the chapters officially closed. no more stories. thankyou&gdbye.

shireen`]]
TSK. you skipped amaths lesson, or is it that i didnt see you? scratcheshead-

huiyen;
i heard abt it&read your blog too. chill okay. study hard friend. (:

done.

2005-09-06T19:30:00.000+08:00

mrGARFIELD is ):
060905 what a day.
shruggs!-

2005-09-04T18:29:00.000+08:00

i dont want t know anything more.
covers ears!-

looks around for BEEGkidd]]- x(

tell me.
are you for real?
i need t hear from you.

later.

2005-08-28T21:59:00.000+08:00

is the chapter closing
or has it just started?

MR GARFIELD IS HERE! (:
who's here t entertain
MR GARFIELD's nonsense?

my life is better cos you are in it.

last week of term three. sulks!-

tell me who i am t you.

2005-08-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

beat
thank you. nods- 'm fine.

berr
ermm, yepp. got that. thank you. (:

YUANYIN
aHAa! ermm, not very sure yet. yepp. (: take care.

geraldine
added! (:

PEAR!
(:

manel
O.O hello! (:

wenn`
READ! interesting. kidds these days. shakeshead- ahaa! (: anyway giving up my goals already. cant get them. nods. =/

nana-
oh wells! (: you take care of yourself pls.

MARCELLA!-
you are damn sweet pls! (: love you LAR! found them back. (: saving some at the same time. meet up soon alright? love.

done.

2005-08-21T20:50:00.000+08:00

are you on a mission t bring me down?

hearts are never made of stone.
pain will cut you to the bone.

i wanna run away!

I MISS MARCELLA! x(

2005-08-21T01:37:00.000+08:00

IM EASY T PLEASE. I JUST NEED A HUG&SOME CHOCS.

i dont trust myself t say anything sane anymore.

you'd never try t understand.
okay. t'was t my mum.
shruggs-

are you still here
or have you chosen t walk away?

i dont trust your words anymore.

all that filled my mind is you.

its 0224.
'm hungry.

2005-08-21T01:27:00.000+08:00

replies.

monsterous dragon`
so is she out of the game? pats- maybe she didnt even strikeone in the first place know. think again before you really decide on what you want. alright sillyYOU?

wenn`
thank you. (: 'm here too! jumps!- chill yeah.

MARCELLA!
guess you know whats happening t me now. its okay if you dont know what t do. (: 'll sort everything out myself yeah. 'll find my smile back, no worries. (: i want t see you.

bev
(: 'm alright.

bigkidd]]
ask me about it. nods-

sabs.
thank you. you take care too.

done.

2005-08-16T20:30:00.001+08:00

MY HEART IS NOT MADE OF STEEL.

i thought i could count on you
but you proved me wrong tday.
rollseyes-

stab me at my heart, somebody?

the roots of love grow all around
but for me they come a tumbling down
every day heartaches grow a little stronger
i cant stand this pain much longer
i walk in shadows searching for light
cold&alone no comfort in sight
hoping&praying for someone who cares
always moving&going nowhere

if tomorrow never comes.

PIERCED.

2005-08-15T20:54:00.000+08:00

you dont love me
do you?

life goes on per normal.

~~i am oblivious t whats happening ard me~~.

2005-08-14T19:51:00.000+08:00

youre beautiful
youre beautiful
i saw your face in a crowded place
youre beautiful
youre beautiful
but i cant escape the truth
i will never be with you

youre beautiful
youre beautiful
youre beautiful it's true
there must be an angel with a smile on her face
when she thought up that i should be with you

but its time to face the truth
i will never be with you.

'm waiting for you t be back.
stop taking your own sweet time will you.
SULKS-
you're missed!

i wanna see you soon.

2005-08-14T19:46:00.000+08:00

i want you.
is it possible?

2005-08-14T19:44:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

nana-
welcome! (: i am your clown you see.

PEAR!
(: hey. you okay?

fairuz
i still cannot forget the fact that you went for sexchange without me. x(
laughs- take care.

monsterous dragon`
you are not exactly happy also okay! you havent thrown yours yet. deadline is coming. uhoh! ahahah. okay, YOU. must make me happy. i dont care!

done.

2005-08-10T12:19:00.000+08:00

i dont know what t say
t tell you how much i missed you,
i really dont.
you seem so distant
i dont know what t do.
but i dont think you cared.

your words are hurting.
why dont you just use a knife
& stab right at my heart.
im pissed, yes i am.
but im more disappointed/hurt then pissed.
i wish you could just kill me now.
thank you.

so many thoughts flow past my head
i cant say them out.

bye world.

2005-08-10T12:01:00.000+08:00

reply tags.

wenn`
you should have gotten what i was trying t say by now lar huh. i didnt actually shop for nationalday also. just a top? nods- ahaa. and shruggs- i dont know lar, it's hard t get what i want. sulks-

ash
linked!

MY NAME
nice name. rollseyes-

anonymous
end of chapter. thankyou.

feliciaaaa
thank you. (:

PEAR!
err yes. i will acknowledge you next time i see you. (:

arini
(: ahaa. not actually lar.

el
ahaa! funny ah you. (:

bigkidd]]
(: get well soon alright. i wanna see you!

beat
yepp. trying! (:

monsterous dragon`
RAHHH! wo hen shen qi.

MARCELLA!
i need you t be here! growls-

nana-
try lar okay. nods- you ah, very xingfu right. ahaaa.

afi
linked!

done.

2005-08-07T16:17:00.000+08:00

where are you?
SULKS-